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Always Nothing

Fri Aug 1, 2008, 12:28 PM
I'll always be incomplete.
I'll always be a failure
I'll never amount to anything
And its pathetic because all i can rely upon are my tears
Only they feel what i have done

I'm losing it
I've already lost it all.

i've realized one thing.
I cant run forever.
I cant escape anything
I'm too big and too slow
I cant outrun him

He will always be there
to tie me down

i dont want to be alone.
i dont want to be by myself...
but here i am in this same place i always find myself at...
i'm trapted and i cant get out.
Andd art is my only release of all this pain... and its not even good enough.

i have no one and
i will always be nothing.
if the end of me is near then i just want to go in peace.

i can never find peace...
so maybe its there on the other side.

4 Comments | Previous Journal Entries
  • Listening to: myself screaming inside my head
  • Reading: anne rice 'sleeping beauty' series...
  • Watching: my skin grow over my stitches
  • Playing: with the emotions i have left
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: guilt

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  • Current Residence: purgatory, repenting for my sweet sin
  • Interests: i don\\\'t care
  • Favourite movie: angel sanctuary, the last unicorn, labrynth, interview with the vampire, secret window,
  • Favourite band or musician: Das Ich, Clan Of Xymox, Appocaliptica, Tapping the Vein... others
  • Favourite genre of music: gothic, german darkwave...industrial, ambiant, opra, piano and violens..shit like that
  • Favourite artist: Rembrant, Donatello, Boucher, Chardin... modern.. Saville, thick strokes......and some photography
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice, Robert Frost, Poe, King... blah blah blah
  • Favourite photographer: †
  • Favourite style of art: realistic, abstract, dark, something that could pull me inside
  • Operating System: iMac
  • MP3 player of choice: † my ipod
  • Shell of choice: †...a sharp and broken one...
  • Wallpaper of choice: †
  • Skin of choice: pale, so that it can freeze me over
  • Favourite game: †
  • Favourite gaming platform: †...you...
  • Favourite cartoon character: †
  • Personal Quote: i look into a mirror and see what i hate, my reflection
  • Tools of the Trade: photoshop, vivatar cam 3750, Konnica Minolta, pen, inks, paint and more.... like mixed media

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~CaptainDunkenstein:iconCaptainDunkenstein: 1 day 17 hours ago
thank u for the fav, ive been missing you. Where have u gone to? :heart:

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~DeathByEmbers:iconDeathByEmbers: 1 day 17 hours ago
pop it, lock it, drop it, like that birthday cake!
ive been lost and confused. i think i might add something on here but im not sure yet.
like idk ill add it n u tell me what u think...

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† i look into the mirror and see what i hate, my reflection...†

"Alas dear kaylub, we are seperated... hope kaylub, though it flutters like a dying raven, it still exists, if only a little, i must take my leave, though it pains me to do so..."
~Diaoni
~CaptainDunkenstein:iconCaptainDunkenstein: 1 day 1 hour ago
can do!
i need to call u sum time.

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~Did the devil make the world when god was sleeping?~
Mood: Joy ~peacockmask:iconpeacockmask: Aug 24, 2008, 6:17:10 PM
Thank you so much for the lovely comment and fav! :hug: :blowkiss:

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~CaptainDunkenstein:iconCaptainDunkenstein: Feb 27, 2008, 10:40:55 PM
I miss you, my little darling. :heart:

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~DeathByEmbers:iconDeathByEmbers: Feb 15, 2008, 8:42:48 PM
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† i look into the mirror and see what i hate, my reflection...†

"Alas dear kaylub, we are seperated... hope kaylub, though it flutters like a dying raven, it still exists, if only a little, i must take my leave, though it pains me to do so..."
~Diaoni
*Vampirella87:iconVampirella87: Jul 2, 2007, 12:49:11 AM
Hey there :wave:

How are you? :)

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~Aquarah:iconAquarah: Apr 25, 2007, 7:46:26 AM
Why thank you my dear..appreciate it:)

school's almost done for you isn't it? Freedom is great thing..

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^PorcelainPoet:iconPorcelainPoet: Mar 14, 2007, 10:34:22 PM
thank you :)

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~DeathByEmbers:iconDeathByEmbers: Mar 14, 2007, 10:04:32 AM
Come look at my other deviantart account.

Its my old one, but i add photography shots to it...


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† i look into the mirror and see what i hate, my reflection...†

"Alas dear kaylub, we are seperated... hope kaylub, though it flutters like a dying raven, it still exists, if only a little, i must take my leave, though it pains me to do so..."
~Diaoni
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